I lost my job, which was shocking, sad, but not devastating. I saw potential out in the big world for me to find my own path. I decided to accept a job during the holiday managing the local mall’s Santa photo Set. I was afraid people would judge me, and wonder why I couldn’t find anything else. Turns out, I have a fantastic support system of people, and they all LOVED the idea just like I did. I never wanted to accept unemployment if I didn’t have to, I believe you should work if you can to contribute to society somehow, in any possible way. So I am helping kids smile with Santa.
My support system of people kept me out and about, and busy with side jobs, and freelance work. I had more work than ever… finally seeing an opportunity to find my own destiny, use my own unique skills.
The next assumed step is to find another “career”, but I am so confused as to what that is. I want to find something that excites me everyday and changes and challenges me constantly. I need to feed the creative part of my soul as well. Do I accept something stable that I can depend on, or do I chase that crazy dream that motivates my soul? Today I am just really exhausted from working, and my mind is sort of on the fence about everything.
I know one thing, at least I have a job to go to today that is fun and will make me laugh. I will think about the bigger picture when the time comes.
